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I am confused. I am writing my resume now but there is no idea. I should turn out it tomorrow. My brain is still thinking and working for two things now. Both of them are big problems. One is the resume for the internship, the other is... I do not want to say about it. The second one is just killing me day by day. I am very nervous recently, because of the second problem and my sickness. I am confused... I am confused... You know, the human life is very complicated, but I do not want live anymore. I want to rest in peace. [105w]